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Haha, lets just say I'm awesome person (it's a fact!) and you're gonna fall in love with me :P

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Basketball is my passion, #13 loves basketball girls ttm! :B

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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Had servere mood swing today == At first was okay bah, D&T was extremly fun! Thanks Valerie for lending your paint (:

We surpose to have history test but then cause don't have enough Miss Nur'Ain collect back, but I saw the questions le :B Hope she won't change the questions! AH!

SIAN! Having so much trouble saving money now a days :/ Spending so much money on food! Must control, must control.......

Had maths test, too simple -.-

EL and PWE was the super emo time. Really thank HuiShan for listening even though you were sick and couldn't really give me advice. But you sometimes its not about the advice, it's about letting out all your feelings. I said from somebody who doesn't get that she is not perfect, past friends, current friend, CCA, myself etc.

I really said alot and alot, some things which I have never told anyone else. I don' know if HuiShan can remember what I say (I really just blabed out alot of things). And I cried, kinda. Do you ever feel like you want to cry but you just don't want your tears to drop. It's a weakness.

I used to think I was a happy-go-lucky person, now I realise when Im neutral, I just don't remember my pain. But today when I said everything, I realise I'm so pathetic and spoilt. I just drown myself in lies so that I would feel special.

But when the whole truth hits you, bam! You just sink into a period of depression. Today, even though I was like close to crying and emo-ish, when people look for me I can immediately can put on this happy facade and just smile at them and answer their questions or just help them.

So it got me thinking, when I emo I can still act so well. So how much of my life is a lie? How much of it is pleasing others and overlook being taken advantage of?

You know, sometimes I just want it to be about me. After thinking about others, do you feel that you don't treat yourself good enough? Sometimes we just wan to give in and be selfish. When I did that today, it cost a friend sometings important.

If I had just thought about her and not been selfish, her life would be a little happier. Whenever I want to take a break, something happens. So does this mean that Im a horrible person to give in to sin? Yes.

I feel so selfish that she gives 70% and I give back 40%. I begining to feel like I treat her the same way dcjklnaigrhska treated me last time. Im being such a bitch. I used to think like, why when she's sad she finds another friend for a listening ear. I used to wonder for a short while the reason and I realised I can't tell her my problems either. HuiShan the person I want to find.

Does this mean we're not close? I don't know. We always have fun together. We have good times with each other, but bad with others. I don't mind this actually. Hope we could closer than we are now.

Theres more but I not gonna write all, hope some of you actually read until here. Haha.